I wanted to write an open letter to the many critics within the Christian sub-culture that have been very discouraging, almost Peter-esque to Christ going to the cross, on my next move in life. I wanted to explain biblically why I am taking the lead pastor position at a small church of three years in Flint, MI that I believe God has preserved as a coal to set a blaze a fire on this world whether I see it or not.
Dear Christian critics,
When I look at the scriptures, the life of Christ, Paul and the many predecessors who lost them for the kingdom in contrast to the world, those who didn’t (Judas for instance), I see belief and unbelief. I see either they believed that there was something infinitely wonderful and greater than this world (Matthew 6:33, 2cor 4:17-18, 8:9) or they believed this world was the best there was. I see they believed that the Nearness of the triune God was their only good (Psalm 73:28) or they believed the things of this earth were their only good. I see they believed the world was passing away and the fullness thereof (1cor 7:31) or they believed they needed to recover this world because God can not do any better. I see they believed the harvest was plentiful and the workers were few (Luke 10:2, Matthew 9:38) or they believed there really was no harvest at all. I see they believed there were many areas flooded with sheep but shepherd-less (Matthew 9:36) or they believed the opposite with their lives. I see they believed there were generational epidemics that can only be broken with a Christ-centered, Holy Spirit empowered, gospel; giving their lives away in faith (Luke 1:50, 11:29, Luke 21:32, Acts 2:40, Acts 14:6) or they believed their lives were worth preserving. I see they believed their focus should be on the kingdom with the Lord adding the necessities of life (Matthew 6:19-34) or they believed worry, anxiety and distraction were worth defining their lives until death not the kingdom. I see they believed that building up God’s kingdom through men, women, families and nations through Christ centered discipleship is the great commission (Matthew 28:16-20) or they believed it’s to be considered not obeyed. When I look at all of these models of the faith, the Holy Scriptures I see they believed it was worth every area of their lives, that the kingdom alone brought comfort not the things of this world (Hebrews 11). When I look at the salvific power of the gospel I see it calls us to die (Matthew 16:24, Eph 2:3). When I look at the men and women who are pillars of the faith from the scriptures to modern day martyrs I see they were all in on Christ, they believed the power of the Holy Spirit and the kingdom in word+deed (Heb 11:36-40). When I look at these truths and their lives I see UTTERLY NO COMPROMISE like I see in mine and yours, no hypocrisy like I see in mine and yours, I see they BELIEVED.
So Christian critics I struggle to understand how we can read all those truths, see the countless amounts of lives given to it, known and unknown, and consider a move to a place like Flint foolish, from worldly wisdom, yes, but God’s, no (1cor ch. 2-3). If Jesus were to converse with us right now I think he would ask not how big are our platforms, brands, influence and recognition but where are those who look like and follow me (John ch. 3-4)? I think he would ask us where are those places who are void of the pure understanding of who I am, the gospel I preached, the kingdom I know of, the nations I weep for and what I literally died for (Galatians 1). I think he would listen to all of us explain eloquently where those places are, the strategies to reach them and the time needed. I think he would then look at our lives and say sincerely, yet sternly in a plea, when are you going there, what’s delaying you and why are you not there (Matthew 8:18-22)?
See Christian critics when I look at the cities riddled across our nation, this world, that are void of Christ centered men, honored women, maturing children, financially shrewd communities, global impacting disciple makers, I weep, not enough but I weep, juxtaposed to those cities that are flooded with the opposite (Acts ch 7-8). I see a city like Flint and say it’s one of many that need Jesus and anything plus is a common grace not a need to further his kingdom (Matthew ch. 6). Now you would say what about your family, platform, influence, things to do, eat, economy, etc? I would say all those things are fleeting pleasures one (Luke 8:14) and a matter of perspective, two, that can choke out a maturing kingdom blossoming fruit; things that are fading in light of the needs in this city and many like it across the world. I don’t see a call to concentrate on those things in light of the kingdom what I see are scriptures that say concentrate on the kingdom and the rest will be added, not according to our American standard but Christ’ (Matthew 6).
When I see droughts in Africa, killings in Norway, deaths of superstars young with out hope, knowledge of unreached people groups in Nicaragua, epidemic deaths and mature adolescents for generations in the urban areas, the safety of illusion, educational systems, sports, food, fashion, entertainment and progressive culture does not eternally satisfy my soul and the souls of those before us. These things do not allow me, a redeemed man, to sleep at night knowing I have the power of life in my being (2cor ch.3-5) to incarnate and point to the only source of change physical and spiritual. So when I look at Flint, which is one of many cities, I don’t see a city that sucks or a hell hole to name some of the many degrading comments that unknowingly attach the people in it, to it. I see a place that Jesus, the many who truly followed his life from then to now, would flood to for the kingdom, leaving the rest of what God promised in his provisions to him and if deterred from this he would say get behind me Satan (Matthew 16:23). I’m realizing how narrow the road is (Matthew 7:13-14) and how hard it is to follow Christ and obtain life. How hard its to believe ultimately that life can not be found here but only upon Jesus’ second Advent and the flickers of joys we have here are just that, flickers.
My prayer is that God would amaze you and all who are concerned with man’s interest and not God’s (Matthew 16:23) as I find myself so often. My prayer is that we all would see the beauty of a life lost, emotionally weighty as it, is a gain (Matthew 16:25, Luke 17:33). My prayer is that we see no greater platform, brand and influence will ever supersede that of a nameless man (God-Man) in Jerusalem. Our Jesus who died a convicted criminal, who didn’t defend himself (1Peter 2:21-25), who with the greatest sermon of his life, on the cross had less than 50 present but died having invested his life and transformed the lives of billions to this day (Matthew ch. 27-28) placing that same power in us, the redeemed (Romans 8). My prayer is that we all in the west specifically and beyond would BELIEVE (Rev 22:20) not in rhetoric but displayed in our lives as well. This is why I must go to Flint, I see the Kingdom through that city.
Sincerely,
Adam